What is a miracle baby? How pregnancy felt after a loss. Fear mixed with excitement. Hesitant to bond. Delayed labor.Stalled labor.Moving on

A year in summary after Leaf passed away. The hard, the beautiful parts, and some tidbits we learned about sitting in the mud puddles.

Men supporting men.How the early days felt.Local memorial service. Sweet words from others.Embracing the end of the journey, moving forward.

We left the city, and felt the mountains & the comfort of our sweet home calling us. Leaf's ashes found their home agains my chest.

The moments after your world falls apart. Shock. A trans. Falling apart. Luckily we had friends + family there to literally hold us together

How do you say goodbye to your baby? It's an impossible moment, but having a plan about the time we had with Leaf was very helpful.